painting my nails

OH and I can't wait until the VMAs on Sunday. Kanye West is performing. AND Justin Bieber!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haahahahahahaha. pretty excited. and the people from glee. ah!

leave in about a week. pretty excited. a little sad though I guess. house is kind of boring without spencer. lily is getting fatter and fatter. she's prob going to miss me the most lol. she's who I am going to the miss the most, definitely. I'm debating which books to reread one more time before I leave. I am thinking Mimus and HP7. do people bring books to college? is that normal? i feel like even if i did i wouldn't have time to read them anyways. idk we'll see. i can always just go home and get more because i am only an hour and a half away haha. and i wanted to go five hours away on plane. weird how this panned out. i kind of regret not going to canada just because it would have been an experience. and the candy is 1000% better. but oh well. I really like Davis. even if they are packing us into the dorms like sardines. hmmm. i'm most excited about using my new comforter lololol.

Can't believe we are graduating in two weeks. Less than that? Idk. Weird. Meh. Such a long summer ahead. Don't know what to do with myself. Should get a job....hmmm. I hope my roommate doesn't suck. :/

So... Lily is in heat. It's really weird. She howls all the time. Other than that, I got into Daivs today. Pretty cool. I think it's between Davis and Toronto. I can't decide. They are both good but Toronto is so far. But Davis is so close.... And the California schools are kind of sucking right now. But I like Davis a lot. But Toronto was really nice too. The list goes on like this for forever. I will have to think about it a lot.

this made me laugh really hard.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Apnr5V4mGdc

Just applied to the University of Portland. Don't know why. Out of boredom lol.

can't wait for break. this week has been awful.

This trimester is cool. I really like all my classes. I am sure that will change, but for now it's okay. All my teachers do is lecture which is how I like classes to be taught. Very little to do and you can zone out and it doesn't really matter. There is quite a bit of work between all of them, but it's kind of nice because I didn't really have anything to do last trimester. Except the occasional AP lit essay. This post is pointless. Hmmm. Waiting for college letters is going to be difficult. But whatever. As long as I get into the Harry Potter dorm at Toronto, I'll be happy. I should go do my essay for lit now. hm.

sent in all my apps. UCs and Canadian. I feel weird.

I am over UCs and their stupid personal statements. I think I am just going to go to Canada.

I hate college apps. This is stupid. Why should I write an essay? I already did shit in school so I could go to university. Bullshit. God damn it. UHGKLJDAFLKJM:L!

just finished an app for canada. I didn't have to write an essay or put in any of the classes I've taken. just my SAT scores and AP scores. and my name and address and that kind of thing. Took me about 15 minutes. It was really weird. Why can't america be that uncomplicated? wtf.

I'm beginning to really hate AP Lit. And I mean really really hate it. I can appreciate that is it preparing me for writing papers in college, but I can not appreciate that it is making me doubt everything I write. I no longer know what is good and what isn't. I was going to write more in this post, but I don't even know how to write about how awful it really is. I am discouraged and feel like I am going to fail in college if I don't succeed in this class because college just seems to be writing paper after paper. Which is exactly what AP Lit is. So doesn't it make sense that if I fail here I am most likely to fail in college too? Whatever. Point is: I hate AP Lit.

Can't remember the last time I wrote a good essay.. Probably on the AP Lang test when I wrote about Harry Potter and FDR. My two favorite people. lol

hate life.

school sucks. what's new. kind of wishing was already in college but not really. boooooooob.

OMG we are watching The Reader tomorrow in exploring film and that movie had SO much sex in it. Like half the film is them doing it. HOW IS THIS ALLOWED??????? It's going to be a bit awkward..

Harry Potter was so good!

So. Scab is going away. Kind of. Hope it doesn't scar. It'll look like I have permanent blush on for the rest of my life. I can walk again. That was the worst. Not being able to walk is terrible. Everything takes about 3 times longer than it usually does. Getting ready took almost two hours. Insane. And sleeping sucked. The first night I didn't sleep until 4am and then my dad or mom came in at 4:30 and woke me up (to see if I was still alive) and then I couldn't fall asleep again so I went and watched TV from 5:30 to 9. Totally sucked. But anyways. That's all over now. Thank god. The only good part was that I got all my articles for AP Gov done for that week. Ruled. Started Crime and Punishment. Not bad. The guy is supposed to "exceptionally handsome" so that helps. Hm yes. Nothing else really to report. HARRY POTTER IS SO CLOSE!

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My foot got caught in my spokes and I fell over my handlebars and fell on my face. Sprained my ankle and elbow. Hit the back of my head. Super blood!